Can you forgive you?

Imagine you die tomorrow... 

You're gone from this earth. 

And now you have to sit in front of God. 

He looks you in the eyes and ask: “my son, what did you do down there?”

You tell him what you did in you life span. 

It's not much, nothing big, nothing that actually had positivite impact. 

You did not really achieve anything. Whether for yourself, nor in the name of GOD. 

Then he shows you a long list of achievements.
The most beautiful achievements you could imagine. 

The achievements you always dreamed of in your sleep. 

He shows you the life, you always wanted to live. 

You ask him: "Why did you show me this?" 

He tells you: "My son, this was the life and the achievements, you were destined to achieve, to have in your life.
You always dreamed about them, but you never started to work towards them. It was just somewhere in the depths of your mind, but it never became a reality because you were too scared." 

"I forgive you, but can you forgive yourself?"